You were the bright light when I was stuck in darkness,
you pulled me out of the grave and said look this is light.
When all I wanted was isolation and non attachment to people;
You said don be afraid am there with you,
and you took me from isolation to interaction with the world.
I was not your knight in shining armor; for the armor was not for show case
i fought wars wearing them. Yet you said no need to battle alone
I did not need help for i was happy with my pain
I was alone and happy then you said let me make it double;
and i foolishly agreed.
Oh girl where you now that i need you for my armor is falling off,
am being struck from every side and am not armed less
I await death as a child awaiting summer break.
I don need your sympathy or apathy
all i need is your happiness with me or without me..
I took the down hill drop for I was smoothed from tough.
And now i cant fight my own thoughts.
Oh my lost love wish you atleast remembered me a little bit and i would have been fine…
Cheers to life