unheard voices

Voice – An Daily post challenge.

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Often the voices outside does not bother the soul

as much as the voices inside does,

for inside all one has is  himself and thoughts….

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the voices in head is an subtle reminder of what mattered and what matters most in life

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“You are an ally of the dark “, she murmured as she read his literature.

“Oh darling, you haven’t seen inside how bright the darkness is and was; which writes it..!!” shouted his inner voice silently within

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the voices in the head gave answers but the mouth just went  with a smile as she cut him deep with words….

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Cheers to life

airboy89

 

 

 

 

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Flowers…

As he stood outside

awaiting for her arrival

holding flowers for her in his hand

heart beating louder than the drums

for he was seeing her after a long time

there was excitement there was happiness

same time there was sacredness.

As she came out, the ground below him

could not bear his weight

his legs could not stand still

hence he ran towards her

to see her, both shed tears of joy

for she was his fiance or so he thought.

But as years passed

And it was his time to return

he had flowers in his hand but

he had none to wait for him outside

except one lady

who was at home and that was his mother

for whom the flowers were bought.

He shed a tear as he came out of the airport

and saw the past flash by his eyes in vain..

For the one whom he

thought would never leave him

had left him in a dark place inside

and the one he ignored is still there

And that’s when he realized a mothers love

can never be replaced ,for a mother her children

are everything and she shall not ignore them

even if they do…

 

Cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

Stormy wind…

We all have our demons to fight,

Some hide them behind saintly smile

some battle it in the open in silence.


the human side of him died

so his inner demon can be born

not to destroy, but to evolve


There are no saints just  sinners who hid there demons deep down

in the shallowness of sub conscious


there was love there was lust there was happiness and sadness

only commitment was lagged….


Cheers to life

Airboy89

ONE STEP CLOSER….

Footsteps towards the Edge

AS HER FOOTSTEPS EDGED AWAY FROM HIM

HE SAW THE FOOTPRINTS ETCHED IN HIS HEART AND SOUL

SO HE SOLD HIS SOUL & HEART TO THE DEVIL

NOT FOR REWARD BUT TO KEEP IT SAFE

FOR HE KNEW HELL WAS AWAITING FOR HIS ARRIVAL

THERE WAS NO HOPE HENCE NO DESPAIR, BUT ONLY

COMMITMENT, A COMMITMENT OF BEING STILL

FOR THAT WAS THE PRICE HE PAID FOR SANITY.

THE DEVIL BECAME HIS ACCOMPLICE, GOD WAS HIS ENEMY

DARKNESS HIS COMRADE,LIGHT HIS NEMESIS.

AND IN THAT DARKNESS HE FOUND ENLIGHTENMENT

AN REALIZATION THAT PERFECTION IS AN ILLUSION

AND THAT IT IS LIMITATION OF THE LIMITLESS MIND.

A DARK TEACHER WAS BORN, THERE WAS NO HATE

JUST ANGER,ANGER SO DANGEROUS

THAT IT BURNT HIM FROM WITHIN AND OUTSIDE

JUST SPREAD WARMTH .

REASON BECOME HIS BEST FRIEND AS FAITH BETRAYED HIM

A WARRIOR FIGHTING HIMSELF TO SAVE THE ONES HE LOVED DEARLY

A TWISTED TALE OF BETRAYAL BECAME STORY OF HIS LIFE

CAUSE HE LET IT BE, NOT OUT OF INCOMPETENCE

BUT OUT OF REGRET OF BEING HOPEFUL AT ONE POINT IN LIFE.

THE SOUND OF HER FOOTSTEPS

CAN BE HEARD IN HIS HEAD

THE MONSTER WITHIN HIM WAS SLOWLY TAKING OVER HIM

FOR HE STARTED WALKING TOWARDS INSANITY

SMILING WITH THE DEVIL

THERE WAS NO COMING BACK

THAT WAS NOT SCARY BUT THE

THOUGHT OF BEING AFAR FROM THE ONES THAT MATTERED WAS….

CHEERS TO LIFE

AIRBOY89

 

 

Tell me someday

As the darkness grows inside me,

I search for the light that you once showed me,

not cause I repent the dark

but to search for you using the light.

As my soul cries out loud inside in agony

invisible to the outside world,

I search for the light to search for you.

As  sadness feeds on  happiness,

anger grows stronger and stronger.

Every day every night is a battle,

a battle for peace.

The head which is a bag of innovation

stops and goes numb

as you enter the arena and start your old tricks

in form of memories.

Words merely add up to the pain,

It is my curse I bought upon myself

or is it a gift that you gave me,

I ponder everyday

not cause I am unable to let go,

cause I still cannot believe you could do something as much.

there has to be a reason, there has to a logic,

there has to be a fault of mine as always.

but what is it ..???

So I search for the light to search for it.

A smile that once danced over my face

was your gift, a tear now in my eyes is my doing.

You were never wrong and I was never right.

is this the reward of the emotion of love.

Is confusion, pain and tears the best you can

give while you left away with my smile

should I really search for the light to search for you…

Tell me someday somehow……..

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cheers to life

Airboy89

 

nerve…!!!!

Nerve

…. you are getting on my nerve !!! she grumbled as she walked away.

“I had cut off every nerve which stood against you” he mumbled  as he stood in the dark.

 

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There was darkness inside him, there was anger there was pain.

for the nerve of patience had worn thin and broken.

there was a bondage which was bound by himself.

He couldn’t break it even if he wanted.

There was despair for he had hoped

and hope was the culprit

yet the mind was blamed for the heart’s risk.

There was a nerve which still had hope

so he cut it off cause that nerve was getting on his nerve!!!


Price

Price –  A daily post challenge ,


For the sun set in sadness

unable to meet the his love, rainbow.

Since the rain decided they shall meet once a while.

And price of it was just plain wait.


Villain’s are not born,

they are the heavy price payers for being

naive…..


Darkness is the price society pays for being a hypocrite…


Hope paid its debt in form of agony and restlessness

for hope is just an hope and not an goal.

Hence the efforts were less and faith was more.


 

Cheers to life

Airboy89