Tell me someday

As the darkness grows inside me,

I search for the light that you once showed me,

not cause I repent the dark

but to search for you using the light.

As my soul cries out loud inside in agony

invisible to the outside world,

I search for the light to search for you.

As  sadness feeds on  happiness,

anger grows stronger and stronger.

Every day every night is a battle,

a battle for peace.

The head which is a bag of innovation

stops and goes numb

as you enter the arena and start your old tricks

in form of memories.

Words merely add up to the pain,

It is my curse I bought upon myself

or is it a gift that you gave me,

I ponder everyday

not cause I am unable to let go,

cause I still cannot believe you could do something as much.

there has to be a reason, there has to a logic,

there has to be a fault of mine as always.

but what is it ..???

So I search for the light to search for it.

A smile that once danced over my face

was your gift, a tear now in my eyes is my doing.

You were never wrong and I was never right.

is this the reward of the emotion of love.

Is confusion, pain and tears the best you can

give while you left away with my smile

should I really search for the light to search for you…

Tell me someday somehow……..


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cheers to life




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Seeing life from different perspective like "everyone else". A bit of a realistic person and bit of "hope" there are fairy tale ending too type. Love travelling, reading drinking scotch and write whatever comes to mind for i have no certain type of genre since I write for my joy for my relaxation and peace of mind. I like to be what i am rather than be what others want me to be at times can be a stubborn ass and sometimes soft totally depending on the way i get treated. Love being alone even though its not my choice. Love listening to music and sip scotch as i dose off to dream land .... Rest you can find in my post so why don you just check them out... on instagram @the_hkesh on face book @

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