As the darkness grows inside me,
I search for the light that you once showed me,
not cause I repent the dark
but to search for you using the light.
As my soul cries out loud inside in agony
invisible to the outside world,
I search for the light to search for you.
As sadness feeds on happiness,
anger grows stronger and stronger.
Every day every night is a battle,
a battle for peace.
The head which is a bag of innovation
stops and goes numb
as you enter the arena and start your old tricks
in form of memories.
Words merely add up to the pain,
It is my curse I bought upon myself
or is it a gift that you gave me,
I ponder everyday
not cause I am unable to let go,
cause I still cannot believe you could do something as much.
there has to be a reason, there has to a logic,
there has to be a fault of mine as always.
but what is it ..???
So I search for the light to search for it.
A smile that once danced over my face
was your gift, a tear now in my eyes is my doing.
You were never wrong and I was never right.
is this the reward of the emotion of love.
Is confusion, pain and tears the best you can
give while you left away with my smile
should I really search for the light to search for you…
Tell me someday somehow……..
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cheers to life