You still cross my mind
As I breathe.
Every time I tell myself am better off
Every time I tell myself
You are happy without me
So let it be.
But deep down inside
I miss you,
Deep down inside my head and heart
You still reside taunting me
Laughing at me saying
I can never be with you ever in this lifetime.
It haunts my present and takes over my future
For life was miserable enough without you
N now your thoughts and memories
Hurt me they taunt me baby
Come save me baby I need you to save me
for m a weakling when it comes to love ,
you showed me happiness and left along with it.
Let me frown in sadness let no one come to my saving
For I await your arrival
For I want you to come with that smile
Kill me or save me it is up to you
For one sight of your smile
Will soothe my pain.
Smite me down with a sword
Shoot me down with a gun
Kick unto death
Or hang me to death
Oh darling am ready to die
for I do not know anything beyond you.
My knowledge ,my wit, my will
My ego everything crashes as you
Just come across the mind and haunt my
you,baby still are alive inside me
You still are with me mentally
You are my hope when I have no hope
You are my god when I am an atheist
You are my life when death is all I await……
your are the happiness and
my thoughts are the disappointment
cheers to life