pinch of pain



You still cross my mind

As I breathe.

Every time I tell myself am better off

Without you.

Every time I tell myself

You are happy without me

So let it be.

But deep down inside

I miss you,

Deep down inside my head and heart

You still reside taunting me

Laughing at me saying

I can never be with you ever in this lifetime.

It haunts my present and takes over my future

For life was miserable enough without you

N now your thoughts and memories

Hurt me  they taunt me baby

Come save me baby I need you to save me

for m a weakling when it comes to love ,

you showed me happiness and left along with it.

Let me frown in sadness let no one come to my saving

For I await your arrival

For I want you to come with that smile

Kill me or save me it is up to you

For one sight of your smile

Will soothe my pain.

Smite me down with a sword

Shoot me down with a gun

Kick unto death

Or hang me to death

Oh darling am ready to die

for I do not know anything beyond you.

My knowledge ,my wit, my will

My ego everything crashes as you

Just come across the mind and haunt my


you,baby still are alive inside me

You still are with me mentally

You are my hope when I have no hope

You are my god when I am an atheist

You are my life when death is all I await……

your are the happiness and

my thoughts are the disappointment



cheers to life




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Seeing life from different perspective like "everyone else". A bit of a realistic person and bit of "hope" there are fairy tale ending too type. Love travelling, reading drinking scotch and write whatever comes to mind for i have no certain type of genre since I write for my joy for my relaxation and peace of mind. I like to be what i am rather than be what others want me to be at times can be a stubborn ass and sometimes soft totally depending on the way i get treated. Love being alone even though its not my choice. Love listening to music and sip scotch as i dose off to dream land .... Rest you can find in my post so why don you just check them out... on instagram @the_hkesh on face book @

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