Let the heart, ache and the mind ,break.

Let the heart, ache into an unbearable pain.

let the mind, break into a million pieces.

For all the memories , for all the laughs

let it haunt you to a sleepless day and night.

For once you have felt all the pain

shed all the tears that flowed like a river.

let the walls be raised around your heart

let the brain be protected by logic forget the magic.

let all the past experience

be a teacher rather than a  master of future.

Let pain be the motivation

let the million pieces become

bricks to rebuild, rewire, re engineer

yourself into the beast mode.

Unbreakable, unshakable.

Let the beast inside roar

with honor and pride

for the battle it has fought….

so let the heart, ache and the mind ,break……

Cheers to Life

Airboy89

 

 

Miss me once….

Broken life with all the negativity

is what I behold with a masking tape

called smile trying to hold it together.

Anger, rage is my defense against

everything nice that tries to get

close to me…

You make me lower my guard

and here i am open to everything

I hated ,for once i was gutted by it.

I know u r drenched in your

own little rain.

But let me be the umbrella

that you deep down need.

I know you are in a storm

I wanna be there with you by your side.

I know for you are strong

but let me be there just for once

for let me be the exception….

For you matter to me

You sooth the monsters in me

you make me keep my ego aside

baby you are my Harley

to the joker in me

Darling I miss you

yet i can drag about it in

poems for when i talk to you

it scares me to tell even to say

I miss u, so darling miss me once…….maybe

 

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Cheers to life

Airboy89

Empire of anger

The kingdom of happiness

was destroyed by betrayal,

the guardian of peace

was left hammered and squandered.

All was felt lost, a river of tears

flowed like a flood.

amidst all the chaos

an empire was slowly being built;

anger was the general, rage were the soldiers

tears were the fuel for energy.

Distances were covered, oceans were crossed

reason took a back seat as the urge to win

was full speed ahead.

Pride was hurt, truth was denied,

loyalty was shattered.

death stood aside and laughed at

the struggle .

God disappeared, the devil appeared and stood by.

Pain became strength, solitude became an attitude.

memories became a lesson.

sorrow became sword of destruction.

finally a villian was born amongst hero’s

and irony was he was the fallen and

an angel was the one who threw him off.

thus an empire of anger was built

with blood sweat tears n words…….

 

cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

Ye olde Heart…

As the moon rises in the dark sky

so does the tide of emotions which starts

hitting the shores of the heart

corroding the stones that guard

the brain from these emotional

turmoil.

The strong cringe to the pain

of sorrow begins.

The smiling face suddenly puts on a battle gear

for a battle worst than ever.

Morning light seems forever to come,

as the battle rages into the late night.

tears couldn’t bandage the damage

regret could not ease the pain

anger couldn’t bring back the happiness

prayers couldn’t change the reality.

Gallons of spirit,wouldn’t lift

his spirit.

Density of smoke couldn’t warm

the coldness that had frozen the heart

no amount of running could help

reach the destiny that the heart desired.

Then arose the monster, for

the battle continues for ye olde heart to really

become ye olde heart….

cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

The princess who slayed the demon

There was darkness hiding within him

there was no heart but a fireball.

There was no mercy just rage n rage.

As he took off on the journey to

destroy that which and who destroyed every inch of

happiness and peace in him

he did not stop and in the journey

day by day he killed the kindness inside of him

his generosity died a painful death.

Until the day she came and called him

selfish.

That word lit up a memory lamp

of thousand  flame.

For the first time after a long time

it hit him,it hit him hard and deep.

and the heart which he believed was dead

slowly started beating.

For such was the impact of her voice.

he had not seen her just her voice

and it made him slowly calm down.

For once the monster

who terrorized was terrorized.

his anger his rage was nothing infront of her.

And there he stood in dilemma of whether

to fall for the love which made him a moster

or accept the same love which calmed the monster

he had become

cheers to life

Airboy89

 

Silence in your eyes…

Squandering away the one life

that we got ,we both know

it maketh no sense ,for the lost time

shall never be back.

No amount of guilt shall wash away the pain.

No amount of tears shall bring back the same.

The universe plotted against us separately

but made us land up on the same path

of darkness eventually.

You are the Harley to the joker inside of me.

You are the yin to my yan.

Oh darling there are no words

in my vocabulary which can describe how I

feel for you.

you make the joker, a joke.

Oh honey how shall I tell you

the pain will surely subside

all you got to be, is to be patient.

When you say you sad, a piece of me

cringes beyond repair saying why is life so cruel.

I can give you a thousand positive words.

yet it will not heal you, till you realize

we all are broken little by little.

And amidst the brazenness

we all find a sort of shelter

which we all hinder to take in the shelter.

Don’t be scared of the monster who

gives his hand. He is there for a reason

beyond your reasonable mind.

Give it a try for he may not be

a knight in shiny armour.

But he knows your valor.

You may have given up as he had once did.

But baby at times its okay to take a risk

once again for you never know

it may be the final time you have to

take a risk ever again……

Cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

 

A small wish

Let me miss you

without hating you

let me love you

without getting addicted to you,

let me live

without dying for you.

oh darling, let us not get off

this fairy tale we weaved together

let us not accept the reality

let us build our self a parallel

universe. A universe where everything is possible

where our egos fall in love with each other

where our anger builds bridges of understanding

where our pain our anger makes us more powerful

from within and makes us happier

Baby let us not wake up from this sleep if it

ever was to be a dream…..