There is just silence in the lips
that you once touched
when it spoke of dying.
There is just a mess in the head
which was once filled thoughts of you and me.
The long walks are just no longer
reviving, the water touching the feet at the beach
no longer is funny.
You still reside inside me as a part of me
as a memory etched on the wall of
there is darkness, there is a shield which blocks
all the light for you are the only
light my soul awaits for.
There is anger, which just built year on year
cause of your absence to cool off
the fire inside me.
The body is alive but the soul is as dead as is
the heart which once was filled with joy.
There is no one to wipe those shiny droplets of
tears which fall off at the dark nights when
the silence just takes me back to
the land where we once walked majestically
Days are drama show, hiding the pain the anger,
night is the matinee show where there is just silence and tears.
I breathe not cause I want to its just cause I have to,
for maybe one day all this pain
shall reap its result, that is you.
I do not miss you,
For you are always there,
In the corners of my heart and soul.
You have touched the depths of my dark soul
you made me flourish as a warrior
You taught the best war lessons,
for I still, fight myself trying not to run
into the prison of agony where you let go of me
All this just comes to my mind as I take