Expectation for no expectation

Expect

What to expect when you have let go of expectations

but subtly deep down have an hope that the

unexpected to happen.

After all it were the expectations which broke

making these words ,these rantings,these abrupt

out pour of grief, anger pain.

Cause we all have an expectation to not have an expectation

but the heart, the courteous heart,

it just cant keep up.

After all not having an expectation itself is an expectation !!

Somewhere we all want to be

that lonely fearless warrior with nothing

to lose…..

We all have it , few have it loads few have it in

the tinest level…..

 

Cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

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Short post 15

Redemption and suffering both is within us. It’s just upon the heart to let the mind chose

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The truth sets you free, when the one who needs the truth accepts the truth

otherwise it shall only be a taunting little memory etched in the head.

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There is no shame in accepting that one is flawed,

shame is when you know you are flawed and yet hide it behind

words and illusion.

 

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only you can live your life not anyone else

so why stress about what others think for

you shall and will be your own guardian

 

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Beyond the boundaries of societies beyond the realm of limitations

lies humanity sober, clean and guarded by conscience which is

pure as the smile of infant.

 

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Amidst the darkness lies a calmness, a solitude , a calling

which only the broken can see and bear

for not all heroes are born to save the world wearing cape

some are heroes save the world just by taming the devil

inside of them, in the darkness

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When u spot the smile in the ally of memories

when you see the tears in the corners of the mind palace

just remember that both happiness and sadness are illusions

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One does not a god for saving, what one needs is confidence upon oneself

for victory favors the brave, and the brave have trust upon themselves

and not any invisible entity

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Everyday can be a battle when you come back from a war,

for war exposes you to certain treacherous phases

that it can create havoc in the mind and can errupt

anytime, not all wars are fought between countries

few war are fought between reality and illusion

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Dancing with darkness

As the stage was set with

a million light and one spot light

the heart started its walk towards

the locked doors of the past and knocks;

the mind begs for mercy not to

open the door, the soul laughs at both.

In the end the heart won and the door opens

the walk turns into a ballad between

reality and dreams.

The eyes sprinkles water on the occasion,

the souls gives a shout out so

loud that all go deaf expect oneself..

Darkness looks so pretty amidst all this

chaos.

There is just rage warming the cold heart.

There is guilt, there is pain

there is countless prayers to the unseen.

And then comes out the devil

calling out for a dance.

As the soul lends out the hand,

both dance in the darkness

shouldering one and another.

There was no harm from darkness

as society warned, the perception

towards darkness changed the day

light gave up on him

and darkness was the only ally who stood by.

alcohol is the drink which can

partly drench his thirst and sooth .

Her smile though was more intoxicating than alcohol itself,

so strong that even years after she left

it was still etched in his heart and soul till date.

Every tear that is shed out

is in remembrance of the time spent together

it is the only thing left in life for she was no longer there.

trying to find her amidst every crowd,

created anxiety and thus he secluded himself

from society.

Trying to find her knowing it will

hurt him, all he wanted was to just see her

from distance at least, cause all he wanted

was to know if she is doing well

cause she was the princess he once fought battles along side with.

She was a majestic being

she was humble at one point in life

and all that was etched onto his soul

that what ever was the betrayal he encountered

from her was perceived as  an act of necessity.

There he stood dancing with the darkness

as all these thoughts haunting inside and outside

was that smile and careless outlook

as if nothing really happened to the bruised soul

Cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

Pretend

Pretend

In response to the daily post – daily prompt challenge .

 

 

The pretentious , the con man

the best scam ever made

was white washed

just by the smile of honesty.

The anger dissolved into

tears of joy.

The urge to win became

an race to attain peace.

All it took was to pretend

that he did not care.

that is all it took for him

to realize that

there still exists true love;

in the form of a smile

Cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

Gloomy storm

Storm

“Can you handle the storm ?”, he asked himself

as he set afoot into a new territory

within him, all was dark and gloomy.

The darkness was becoming his friend

he had seen it coming, yet he did not

stop it from happening, for the storm

seemed  pleasant at that point.

The storm destroyed the words, it drained all

the strength within.

All the feelings burned and formed clouds

all the pain and sorrow gathered and formed a thunder rain

emotions messed and formed a storm of destruction.

And yet in the depth of silence and storm.

There was a calmness waiting to

out power the storm.

But he calmed the calmness and

embraced the storm, since it was

the only companion…!!!!!

 

 

 

the lonely road

Abandoned

Lets abandon the light

for we shall ride into the

darkness,

The darkness which will be

brightened by your arrival.

Come let us abandon

love, and ride into hate

where your arrival will

just make hate into love.

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Abandon my memories

for there you still exist

and never left,for you

abandoned me not your memories.

Come again and let us abandon each other

for let me also

feel the feel which you felt.

Give me a chance to be a part

of unsung poem

Come abandon me again

so i can see your pretty face

once again

Come abandon me again

for let me feel the stab again

buried deep upon my back.

Come abandon me again

so that i can smile this time

when the stabbing happens…….

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image source – google

 

Cheers to life

Airboy89

 

Disaster

Disaster –

Lets be the chaos of the universe

let us dance amongst the wolves

let us sooth away the disaster

by being the disaster itself.

let  us hunt down

our enemies like bloodhounds

let us rejoice in the grief

let the rain wash off the blood

and the tears

Come of mighty queen

let us ride into the disaster.

Let the sword of pain cut off the chains of

emotions,

come oh mighty warrior let us ride into the darkness

never to return let us build the empire we dreamt alike

come let us battle disaster together….

let us ride onto victory

 

Airboy89