The Tantrum

Ignorance is a bliss for those;

who do not have to deal with the consequence .

For what can be the consequence for the ignorance ?

Is it downfall, is it a heartache or is it a forever etched in

the dusty chambers of the soul.

Or is it just a blissful state of mind where

the present is unaffected by the past.

Is it the confusion that circles around like

soul vultures in the darkness of the night.

can it be the conscience trying to show

a pit which is smaller yet showcasing it

as a deep hell hole.

It is different things to different people.

For some life is a camera so they keep smiling forever,

for few it is a battle field they fight with aggression.

It is all but a beautiful melodrama

consistent and evident wrapped gracefully

with one thing “perception”.

 

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Dancing with darkness

As the stage was set with

a million light and one spot light

the heart started its walk towards

the locked doors of the past and knocks;

the mind begs for mercy not to

open the door, the soul laughs at both.

In the end the heart won and the door opens

the walk turns into a ballad between

reality and dreams.

The eyes sprinkles water on the occasion,

the souls gives a shout out so

loud that all go deaf expect oneself..

Darkness looks so pretty amidst all this

chaos.

There is just rage warming the cold heart.

There is guilt, there is pain

there is countless prayers to the unseen.

And then comes out the devil

calling out for a dance.

As the soul lends out the hand,

both dance in the darkness

shouldering one and another.

There was no harm from darkness

as society warned, the perception

towards darkness changed the day

light gave up on him

and darkness was the only ally who stood by.

alcohol is the drink which can

partly drench his thirst and sooth .

Her smile though was more intoxicating than alcohol itself,

so strong that even years after she left

it was still etched in his heart and soul till date.

Every tear that is shed out

is in remembrance of the time spent together

it is the only thing left in life for she was no longer there.

trying to find her amidst every crowd,

created anxiety and thus he secluded himself

from society.

Trying to find her knowing it will

hurt him, all he wanted was to just see her

from distance at least, cause all he wanted

was to know if she is doing well

cause she was the princess he once fought battles along side with.

She was a majestic being

she was humble at one point in life

and all that was etched onto his soul

that what ever was the betrayal he encountered

from her was perceived as  an act of necessity.

There he stood dancing with the darkness

as all these thoughts haunting inside and outside

was that smile and careless outlook

as if nothing really happened to the bruised soul

Cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

Pretend

Pretend

In response to the daily post – daily prompt challenge .

 

 

The pretentious , the con man

the best scam ever made

was white washed

just by the smile of honesty.

The anger dissolved into

tears of joy.

The urge to win became

an race to attain peace.

All it took was to pretend

that he did not care.

that is all it took for him

to realize that

there still exists true love;

in the form of a smile

Cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

A transformation

Transformation

She transformed herself

into a mighty warrior

for she had seen battles

and she had seen the blood shed,

she could not take it no longer

she did not wait for

the knight in shiny armour

She became the knight in

armour.

She took the oath of honour with pride

for she transformed herself from a

victim to a warrior.

 

cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

Purpose

Purpose –

The search began for the purpose of life,

the journey was started under the dark moonless night

the stars served as dots,

and the mind started connecting the dots.

Suddenly the aimless life seemed to be filled

with curiosity and appreciation for oneself.

The urge to prove to oneself was more important

than proving to others.

The mind saw the things which the eyes

could not see ..

may be that was the purpose of life to find oneself

while being lost in the darkness

and realize that we are the light that we are in search of.

The stupidity of others did not bother

cause the mind understood that they are

lost and yet they do not realize it.

Judgmental person turned into a silent observer.

For he had found the purpose of his life

which was to find himself through

himself for that was the purpose of life

to be found by oneself in a jungle of many.

 

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Cheers to life

Airboy89

scary scar…

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As the war ended the generals

were given medals for their

role in the battle.

A soldier asked another

“where are our medals?”

For which the other soldier smiled

as he showed the scars

“This is our medals, we survived the worst”


 

As the battle of the thoughts went on

for years and years

life just came with a peace offering

of silence….

But the scars of silence

were so  immense that

silence broke out loud

but in thoughts again….


Cheers to life

airboy89

 

pinch of pain

Disappointment

 

You still cross my mind

As I breathe.

Every time I tell myself am better off

Without you.

Every time I tell myself

You are happy without me

So let it be.

But deep down inside

I miss you,

Deep down inside my head and heart

You still reside taunting me

Laughing at me saying

I can never be with you ever in this lifetime.

It haunts my present and takes over my future

For life was miserable enough without you

N now your thoughts and memories

Hurt me  they taunt me baby

Come save me baby I need you to save me

for m a weakling when it comes to love ,

you showed me happiness and left along with it.

Let me frown in sadness let no one come to my saving

For I await your arrival

For I want you to come with that smile

Kill me or save me it is up to you

For one sight of your smile

Will soothe my pain.

Smite me down with a sword

Shoot me down with a gun

Kick unto death

Or hang me to death

Oh darling am ready to die

for I do not know anything beyond you.

My knowledge ,my wit, my will

My ego everything crashes as you

Just come across the mind and haunt my

Heart

you,baby still are alive inside me

You still are with me mentally

You are my hope when I have no hope

You are my god when I am an atheist

You are my life when death is all I await……

your are the happiness and

my thoughts are the disappointment

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cheers to life

airboy89