In the dark nights…

It’s in the darkness of the night,

My demons come out to play.

They sing a song of death

Yet not kill ,

It’s sings the story of the by gone days.

It’s makes me shed the tears

Which I promised never to shed.

It reminds me of the times we spent together

And pushes me to go in search of you.

It’s show the images of our vivid moments

And taunts that you were never mine to begin with.

It tells me dance to its song 

Till I shut them up they sing the 

Lines of the empty promises you made,

They chant the I Love You in your voice.

They haunt me, taunt me and say

That you brought them inside me.

I fight to prove them wrong 

Till I slither away to sleep.

And the demons says another day we shall fight it in the dark nights……

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The darkness

WP_20150830_20_36_28_Pro[1]They all met regularly

to decide the important decisions of life.

Society termed them as evil, dark ,satanic.

But it never bothered them to an extent.

Their beauty was something dark

and only the misfits, the Gothic,

the poets saw the beauty behind the beast.

For what was a social outcast had

found sanctum under this place.

It was a insanely sane place to be.

There were no one who would judge

There were no one who would be afraid.

They all took shelter in this place

called the mind

of a smiling person.

And that’s where they were deemed as thoughts

and no one could see them, since the

smiling face would cover for them

as they debated on the hypocrisy of society

on the misdeeds of the misdemeanors.

It was subtly a place were good was being

turned into bad  slowly yet powerfully.

And he realized that sanity

of the mind depends on the depth of

the thoughts, so he gave

asylum to the darkness….which he was once afraid.

 

 

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Cheers to life

Airboy89

 

Writing after a very long time, thanks to my friend Ambika for the cheers (https://ambikarani.wordpress.com/)

 

 

 

nerve…!!!!

Nerve

…. you are getting on my nerve !!! she grumbled as she walked away.

“I had cut off every nerve which stood against you” he mumbled  as he stood in the dark.

 

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There was darkness inside him, there was anger there was pain.

for the nerve of patience had worn thin and broken.

there was a bondage which was bound by himself.

He couldn’t break it even if he wanted.

There was despair for he had hoped

and hope was the culprit

yet the mind was blamed for the heart’s risk.

There was a nerve which still had hope

so he cut it off cause that nerve was getting on his nerve!!!


ಒಹ್ ಮನುಜ

ದೇವರೆಂಬ ಜೀವಿ ಇದ್ದನು ಬದುಕ ಆದಿಯಲ್ಲಿ
ಪ್ರಾಯ ,ಬುದ್ದಿ ಎಂಬ ಇಬ್ಬರು ಓಡ ಓಡಿ ಬಂದರು
ತಿಳಿ ಹೇಳಿದರು ಒಹ್ ಜೀವಿ ಏಕೆ ಮುಳುಗಿರುವೆ
ಕಣ್ಣಿಗೆ ಕಾಣಾದ ಜೀವಿಯ ನಮ್ಬಿಕ್ಕೆಯಲ್ಲಿ
ಏಕೆ ಬೇಡುತಿರುವೇ ನ್ಯಾಯಕಾಗಿ
ಏಕೆ ಬೇಡುತಿರುವೇ ಸಂತಸಕಾಗಿ

ಎಲ್ಲ ಬಲ್ಲವನು ಅವನಂತೆ, ಆದರು ಕಣ್ಣಿಗೆ ಕಾಣದೆ
ಅವನಿಗೆ ನೋವ ಕಣ್ಣನೀರು
ಎಲ್ಲ ತಿಳಿದವನು ಆತ, ಆದರು ಕೇಳಿಸದೆ ಆತನಿಗೆ
ಅಕ್ಕರೆಯ ಬೇಡಿಕೆ ,
ಅನ್ಯಾಯ ಕಾಣದೆ
ಬುದ್ದಿ ತಿಳಿ ಹೇಳಿತು ಎನಗೆ
ಕಂದ ದೇವರು ಎಂಬುದು ಬರಿ
ಮರೀಚಿಕೆ ಆತ ಇಲ್ಲ
ಈ ಜಗದೊಳು , ಆತ ಬರಿ ಮೂಡತತ್ವದ ಪರಮಾವದಿ
ದೇವನೆಂಬುವನು ಬರಿ ಮೋಸ

೨೦ ವರ್ಷದ ನಂಬಿಕೆ ಒಂದು ಕ್ಷಣದಲ್ಲಿ ಚೂರು ಆಯೀತು.
ಉದಯವಾಯೀತು ಶೋದನೆ ಸತ್ಯಕಾಗಿ

ದೇವರಿಲ್ಲದ ಜಗ್ಗತ್ತು ಕಂಡೆ

ಆತಂಕವ ಕಂಡೆ ಮೊದಮೊದಲು
ಸಮಯ ಕಳೆದಂತೆ ದೇವನಿಲ್ಲದ ಬದುಕು
ಸರಿ ಎಂಬುದು ಕಂಡೆ.

ನಂಬಿಕೆ ಎಂಬ ಅಸ್ತ್ರ ನನ್ನ ಕೊಲ್ಲಲಾರದು
ದೇವನೆಂಬ ಕಲ್ಪನೆ ನನ್ನ ಬದುಕ ಭಾಗಅಲ್ಲ
ನನಗೆ ನಾನೆ ದೇವರು ನಾನೆ ಅಸುರ
ಈ ಜೀವವೊಂದೇ ಕೊನೆಯ ಜನ್ಮ
ನನವರೆ ಸ್ವರ್ಗ, ನರಕದ ಹೆದರಿಕೆ ಇಲ್ಲ
ಸರಿ ತಪ್ಪು ಮಾಡುತ ಕಲಿಯುವೆ
ಕರ್ಮದ ನಂಬಿಕೆಯಲ್ಲಿ ತಪ್ಪು ಮಾಡಿದವರಿಗೆ ಕ್ಷ್ಮಮೆ ಕೊಡಲಾರೆ

ಏಕೆಂದರೆ ದೇವನಿಲ್ಲ ಶಿಕ್ಷಿಸಲ್ ತಪು ಮಾಡಿದವರಿಗೆ ಒಹ್ ಮನುಜ

Cheers to life

Airboy89

PS* kindly forgive my spelling mistake since i wrote it using a online software anyone wanna translate the poem are free to do so…

Kindly give feedback

No, more ….

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“I do not need anything from you” so she told

as she walked away crushing everything under her feet.

And after many springs went away,

“I just need one thing, please” she asked

as he was trying to gather everything she  had crushed.

 

His eyes glittered with hope thinking may be

she realized her mistake and would at least say sorry

but all she wanted was to save her heaven

there was no resentment, no guilt nor shame

she bluntly just requested as if nothing happened

saying do not tell the world you knew me or we were together

she wanted him to unknow the known,

he smiled and said yes to her

for he wanted her happy even at the price of his

happiness, his self respect even his

sanity. But it didnt matter to her

for she had created a monster

whom only she could control

she forgot that sometimes even

the monster makes peace within himself

for he also needs his peace.

It was like the old days where she dictated his choice

the difference was back then he loved doing it

now he just does it for he is compelled to his words

which he once promised.

His sanity was not her concern, her reputation was her concern.

Her mistake was shown as his mistake to the world

and when she realized the world is round

she had already created a sainthood for herself

and a living hell for him.

And when both the world almost came close to collide

she comes and says to burn a little more by

keeping the truth hidden.

The truth would destroy her world which she built

on lies and fakeness knowing that

he will never destroy it even if it destroys him.

Such was her trust on him that

she ripped him apart in every aspect

and when he was healing from the wounds

she comes again asking for a favour

and he says ok. For his world was already destroyed

and for he thought atleast let her world

shine at the cost of his.

Funny is the world

it mocks the pain of others and gets pleasure

and yet when they under fire they do come down and

ask can you shed few more to save me..?

Instead of sayin no more..!!!  he said “no, you need more”

as he gave her his last drop of himself which he had kept to himself.

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cheers to life

known unknown….

Seasons – yes it does change

Seasons

 

Seasons usually reminds me of the human life cycle as a whole process, someday’s are bright as hell some are cloudy sometimes it rains and sometimes its just perfect. But what remains is the changes for it shall come and go whether we like it or not.

Seasons change people change what shall thus remain constant is the change .

This pic below was taken recently while travelling back home from work and it suddenly rained..!! Which just reminded me of home and the memories associated with it.

The napping sessions as mom did not allow me and brother to go out, the drenching in rain as we returned from school, going to office late saying its pouring cats and dogs near my place, the hot hot dishes mom used to prepare for us to eat and cursing the rain …hahah brings back a lot of things and also shows a side mirror view of how 27 yrs of life just went by with so many things and all that was constant was change in it all

 

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This was on a evening outside my room

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All pics are free to be used by anyone. Location is Dubai,UAE.

 

Cheers to life

Airboy89