An illusion

Black

The calm sunsets at the beach

with handover the shoulder of

the one who would walk shoulder

to shoulder in all storms and pleasant day.

The breeze makes her hair fly high and she smiles

for a moment could not understand what was

more beautiful her smile or the sunset.

Time the culprit signals that it is time to reach home.

We depart with a sadness that the moment is gone

yet happiness hides behind subtly cause tomorrow

is a new day and we meet once again.

As her home closes by, the heart beats go berserk

not wanting to letting her go.

But the darkness of the skies pushes her inside .

As the moon shines n the chilly wind blazes all out

The heart starts to sobs to hear her sweet voice.

There comes technology to rescue in form of phone.

Talks of the unseen future builds the foundation

for the discussion.

As she says shares how scared she is off

the society, family and the world.

A strange sense of fearlessness

awakens inside him saying will fight it

She gives a laughs and says

he can’t  his family cause she will hit him

if he tries to fight them.

He says he would do anything to make her happy.

She asks the perfect wish, says its way too late

go home eat n sleep.

But she does not know he is hungry for her presence.

Somehow the night ends….

they both slept off saying those three magical words.

They had this all along some good days, some bad days.

Some days they would fight the world for each other. N few days they would fight each other for the world.

Both had d best of times. Her innocence put hiM into a state of self questioning saying was it all true or a dream was he worthy of her.

She would laugh seeing his bedazzled mind.

Then when a drop of tear would roll down his cheek.

She would stop n say it’s all real n how she would leave the entire world for him…

She was like the angel in his demonic life.

She was the moonlight his darklife wanted.

She was the wizard who tamed the dragon.

She was true to him n so was he…

They had everything sorted out.

She was the dam which could hold

back all that the world would hold against him.

She was like this watchful teacher.

She knew it all, she knew how attached he was

she was all that mattered to him,  he would

Lose track of time when she was around.

If she asked he would bring anyone to their knees.

So powerful was his queen, that he would run into

any battle without a second thought…

As age passed when it was all bout have it’s happy little ending,.

There came a hunter,  called reality smashing

those little dreams crushing those promises.

And squandered barely breathing trying to see her ,there was reality laughing , laughing the laughter of death.

She had the sword that cut him…

And she said..it was all an illusion!!!!.

His cry was unheard his anger went out of control.

He wanted to destroy everything that breathed.

Cause it was not promises that where broken along with heart.

It was trust on humanity they went off.

The hands which ones wiped the tears cause tears of pain.

The smile which once soothed his raging heart, today created waves of depression.

Her voice could he heard in his dreams.

She was there yet he could not do anything.

Falling to his knee,  begging for mercy,

Pleading not to betray all were a vain.

Cause as she said, it was all an illusion…

Love died,  heart survived an attack,

Life struggled through, all that was left

were the happy moments of the illusion

Which walks n leaps in the corners of his heart n soul, taunting how he had been fooled into believing he can he happy…

After all it was the best illusion he ever envisioned….yet it was an illusion a black day of life…

Cheers to life

Airboy89

PS – WANTED TO WRITE MORE BUT JUST COULDNT EXPRESS MORE CAUSE OF LOSS OF WORDS… BUT REALITY IS THAT “AN ILLUSION” IS A REALITY !

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Gloomy storm

Storm

“Can you handle the storm ?”, he asked himself

as he set afoot into a new territory

within him, all was dark and gloomy.

The darkness was becoming his friend

he had seen it coming, yet he did not

stop it from happening, for the storm

seemed  pleasant at that point.

The storm destroyed the words, it drained all

the strength within.

All the feelings burned and formed clouds

all the pain and sorrow gathered and formed a thunder rain

emotions messed and formed a storm of destruction.

And yet in the depth of silence and storm.

There was a calmness waiting to

out power the storm.

But he calmed the calmness and

embraced the storm, since it was

the only companion…!!!!!

 

 

 

Count Less

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The Count went on with his journey

over the countless years of wait,

for the one who can make him

count less of the by gone years

for he was the vampire hiding under

the sunlight, not to be found.

He did not suck blood like

the other vampires

for he had tasted his own blood

and that made him stay

without sucking blood of others.

He was the count, who waited countless years

for the one who would make him feel count less

of the by gone years….

For he was countless……..

Cheers to life

Airboy89

 

 

Short Posts #12

 

there was a story, part of it was told

part of it was untold.

The untold became a myth and the told became a joke!!!

 


He laughed, he cried, he smiled;

He survived…..

 


As the sun over the head tried to dehydrate them,

they hydrated themselves with a hope of getting a roof

over their head one day…..

 


Poverty was in money, not in kindness

hunt was for soulmate not partner.


She searched for him in the words of her poem,

he searched for her in the corners of his dreams

the sad part was they found neither the persons

nor the lost happiness…..

 


Even death was so sad seeing him die everyday

that even death abandon him as did happiness…

yet he found happiness in dying every moment

for he felt her presence in those dark moments

and that made him smile …..


cheers to life

Airboy89

The last poem I will write for you..! Probably

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Oh beautiful ! You were the brightest star in
the dark sky called life,
Let me for once shed out the pain; fully
I had been a fool to believe that forever meant an eternity.
but same time i realized forever does exists but in pain.
baby remember those escapades
those mini trips out of town
just to escape the eyes of society.
Oh baby those kisses those
promises, those mini date,
those days of struggle do you remember
for we had to hide for religion was the culprit
Baby do you remember those fights
where we fought like bunch of kids
yet made up after a while
Do you remember the tears we shed
when we were hurt by each others action.
Darling do you remember how we visited
temples, churches and prayed that
our parents agree for our wedding.
baby remember those days when we had no money
yet we lived like royals in each others company
remember those struggles.
remember the times you stood by me
and said until death do us apart we shall
be together.
remember the times we spent hours together
holding each others hand and getting lost
in our own world
talking gibberish letting imagination run wild.
Remember those funny days when we planned
who will be our daughters protector.
How shall i tell the things that i remember for
you have forgotten my existence.
How shall i express my sadness when words merely
touch the top layer of it all.
How shall i tell you that
every night is a battle of mind and heart.
How shall i tell you that i cannot be normal ever again.
How do I tell you i can never go back home
for your memories haunt me in those roads, those parks,
those hills those rivers. How shall i explain
you that i still haven’t moved on.
munchkin how do i tell you ,
how i miss you everyday,
how shall i tell you that i forgive you,
How do i plead with you to come back.
How do i tell you my soul
is empty without you.
Darling how do i forget you when
everything i do reminds me of you.
When the river of alcohol also
does not help.
How do i tell you I miss you
how do i show you my life’s incompleteness
How do i tell you i am a changed person now.
How do i tell you that Hope left me, how do i tell you
faith kicked me, how do i tell you
that memories is all that is with me
How do  i tell that I no longer have the strength
to smile, how do i beg, how do i plead, how do i pray
for your return baby.
How do i tell myself that i need to forget you.
How, how baby how, When i still love you
How do i forget you  when all i ever want is
to be with you..
How do i tell you that this is
the last poem I will write for you..!
Probably!
Cheers to life
AIRBOY89

Pensive about the one who is still remembered everyday

Disaster

Disaster –

Lets be the chaos of the universe

let us dance amongst the wolves

let us sooth away the disaster

by being the disaster itself.

let  us hunt down

our enemies like bloodhounds

let us rejoice in the grief

let the rain wash off the blood

and the tears

Come of mighty queen

let us ride into the disaster.

Let the sword of pain cut off the chains of

emotions,

come oh mighty warrior let us ride into the darkness

never to return let us build the empire we dreamt alike

come let us battle disaster together….

let us ride onto victory

 

Airboy89

pinch of pain

Disappointment

 

You still cross my mind

As I breathe.

Every time I tell myself am better off

Without you.

Every time I tell myself

You are happy without me

So let it be.

But deep down inside

I miss you,

Deep down inside my head and heart

You still reside taunting me

Laughing at me saying

I can never be with you ever in this lifetime.

It haunts my present and takes over my future

For life was miserable enough without you

N now your thoughts and memories

Hurt me  they taunt me baby

Come save me baby I need you to save me

for m a weakling when it comes to love ,

you showed me happiness and left along with it.

Let me frown in sadness let no one come to my saving

For I await your arrival

For I want you to come with that smile

Kill me or save me it is up to you

For one sight of your smile

Will soothe my pain.

Smite me down with a sword

Shoot me down with a gun

Kick unto death

Or hang me to death

Oh darling am ready to die

for I do not know anything beyond you.

My knowledge ,my wit, my will

My ego everything crashes as you

Just come across the mind and haunt my

Heart

you,baby still are alive inside me

You still are with me mentally

You are my hope when I have no hope

You are my god when I am an atheist

You are my life when death is all I await……

your are the happiness and

my thoughts are the disappointment

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cheers to life

airboy89