adrift with thoughts


Adrift in the universe

we all reach our destination

some reach early

some reach late

for it’s all about the journey

we start off with no words

we slog speaking about reaching

then again when we attain silence

we reach there

and then finally

attain complete silence

with no return.

Adrift in thoughts

adrift in actions

adrift in the every existence

but what intrigues are the ones

who know they are adrift

and yet stay calm in that chaos

and master the art of being

at absolute peace

even when the noise inside is

greater than the one outside….

there is no shame

in being lost

for we all are lost

few lost in themselves

few lost on others

few lost on the thought of being lost.

but blessed are the ones

who find a track in the trackless road..

For chaos is not always chaotic.


Cheers to life




Staring into the Abyss

There was a part of life

where everything seemed

as a happy fairy tale

there was a pinch of sadness,

anger, love, care and everything


But along the way

the story got a twist,

the whole world

turned upside down

the once presumed miracle

turned out to be a curse.

The smile from the heart

turned into a masquerade

of happiness.

The cry for all of it to end

was in vain

for life had its own plan

not for the betterment

but for the torment.

Memories were not cherished

rather served as a needle

to poke the wound.

Positivism of life

suddenly turned into

an never ending black hole.

The paper also couldn’t

absorb the  enormous

load of pain.

Loads of paper, bottles of ink,

glasses of alcohol, river of tears

nothing could take away

what was snatched away

from life…

All that was left

was just stare into the

abyss awaiting for all of it

to end scared to jump

worried to stand

just stare into the abyss……


Cheers to life


Just a thought….

Someone is sitting in the shade today because someone planted a tree a long time ago. – Warren Buffet.

In a world slowly slipping away from humanity and morality these kind off words does give hope that yes humanity will survive. Why do i speak of it ..? pretty simple somebody has too. We have to be the somebody that we always quote. Change does not come from others it comes from us. And that in turn changes the world step by step. It’s a chain reaction not instantaneous but slow and steady one.

My grandma always said to me when i was young do no harm to any same time do not take any bullshit either. Then i grew up and learnt that in between do no harm and take no shit there was something called has limit of patience. and when that crosses make war and make sure opponent regrets waging war.

Peace is for those who know the value of it and for those who understand the language of violence give it to them. the animal kingdom teaches so many things one of my favorite is the crocodile, it stays patiently watching the move of its prey and finally at the preys  weak moment,baaam bite to kill.

So what is it of value here, well it’s simple just because someone is silent necessarily does not mean he is innocent or so it can be he is plotting his kill. Cause he is tired of being nice well .

Cheers to life



A piece of angry literature…

” I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again,
I put my hands up,
I’ll do everything different,
I’ll be better to you,
I’ll be waiting for you when you’re ready to love me again, “–

These are few lines from ADELE’s song “I’ll be waiting for you which sort off hit the right chord in my mind and heart. Love is a vivid feeling for many.


For few its a heartache, a few its gives wings, for few happiness. It all based on their experience. Anyways coming back to the song. This particular verses they seem to express and strong feeling. How a lover is trying to gain back his/her lost love. May be the one who lost love might or might not have done any mistake, yet wants to regain love for which he longs.

Is it not such an irony that the love which is supposed to make one strong, happy and all the positive things; can actually bring one down to his knees. Yet people still want  to experience that so-called love. Few play around saying its love when it’s actually lust.

Funny though, still love carries a high value. Love is like a drug; it has its upside as well as downside. To me the one who has lost true love is the one who knows what love really means. For he/she knows what means to go to bed and not get sleep cause images of his/her love coming to mind. Trying to smile so that the world does not know what kind off hurricane destroying his/her life from the inside. Love is just a game for few and usually not all love stories have a fairy tale ending. Not all stay loyal and keep their promises. For love is for sale in the society and the ones who sell it are hailed as true lovers. Oh  the irony… Well that’s ok cause if you really love someone the insults the mockery means nothing. For their lover might have left them astray and ran, but the one who truly loves someone will wait for he/she knows what the other person meant to them. We can find someone better or worse, but we cannot find someone exactly the same.

Attachment to the unworthy is literally preparing your own death casket with your own hands.

Call me a pessimist if you dare, for i have seen the good and bad sides of love that is why when i write this post my mind is running thru several thoughts and i am just going on putting into written form. It may all seem jumbled up,.

Love can put you up as well pull you down. It will make you cross the oceans mountains and very freaking odd. For love has that power and yet it also has the power t o pull you down and put you in a place where no fucking person should ever fall.

Wish i could say cheers to life but at this hour i rather not.

An advice do not play with the emotions of a being. It can kill him mentally. If you are there just for the fun of it go play with those kind not with the ones who would give you their everything.



The kid who looked up to the skies…

He stood there hungry and drenching in his sweat from the hot summer, he was a loner. orphaned at a very young age the streets gave him shelter the kind heart one’s gave him food. He was kind to all, never spoke much. He used to play with street dogs and learned the hard way that a dogs loyalty is more than that of human.

He used to go near by shrines where he saw the rich the poor just sit and mumble things in front of “God”, he always wondered whom were they mumbling to and what were they mumbling. So he went to this old man who used to sell tea near by and asked him what was that place and why do people go there. For which the old man said” It is place of worship my son where people go to pray”. Surprised by hearing the word GOD for the first time the kid asked for more info with the old man. The old man gave an explanation best of his knowledge taking the side of god.

As the curtains of sunlight were bought down and night fall came, he looked up at the skies and for the first time started looking for GOD of which the old man told him. He saw million and billion of star and the shining moon. But no one seemed to answer him as he spoke. He was disheartened. And cried away himself to sleep with an empty stomach cause in trying to understand the concept of god he forgot to beg for food.

Next day as the rays of sun hit his small teary eyes he woke up and again looked up and tried to speak with GOD.  He went on to his routine begging for food. Luckily he found some leftovers at a rich mans house. Eating it he joyfully went near the old man and said he tried speaking to god but god did not respond to him. The old man laughed and said god does not talk in such ways. the astonished boy was angered and said “what kind of person is he ? who does not have the courtesy to respond back when some one is talkin to him”. The old man looking at the innocence of the child said ” Yes i know child, my wife also used to tell the same when i used to spend hours together pleading him to cure my wife’s cancer. But i do not know how he speaks. For i have stopped talking to him for almost 10 yrs now since my wife died.”.

Confused with the words of the old man the small boy went off to play with the dogs and he started talking to the dogs. Even though the dog did not speak it was wagging its tail and playing around which made the boy forget the questions in mind about god.

At the start of night fall i boy decided to sleep off near the mountain this time. As he reached the old abandoned house in the mountain he again saw the star filled sky. Much to his surprise he saw a man near by looking up to sky in huge pipe kind off contraption. walking up to the man the boy asked ” hey mister are you also trying to talk to god..?”. Surprised to see the boy the man said ” no kiddo, i am trying to look at the constellation of stars;   why do you ask”.

The boy explained how the old man had told him about GOD and his wonders. The man couldn’t stop laughing at the innocence of the child and said ” Kid look up the sky “,

He started seeing the sky and asked in a polite tone ” Ok, what am i supposed to be looking out for”. For which the man hushed him and told him to just look and enjoy the sky filled with stars. He was for the first time enjoying the sky rather than trying to find the invisible man in the sky. The man brought the telescope near him and said to look at the sky through it. He saw the stars at close range he was be dazzled at the milky ways. He asked the man is that god up there. For which the man said no its the universe out there trying to contact with us humans and tell that there is no invisible man up in the sky it’s just us the galaxies, the planets the asteroids.. And the whole night the man explained in lay mans terms about the universe.  As the moon said bye and the sun said hello the boy was in knowledge of the sky to an extent. Unlike his previous night he was not disappointed rather he was filled with joy that there was so much for him to learn. He told the man he wants to know more about the universe the galaxies he wanted to learn. The man was over joyed by the curiosity of the kid , being married for 10 years and not having a child. It sprung an idea in his mind of adopting him so he took the kid home. When his wife opened the door and asked who it was the man said “The kid who looked up the sky….. in search of god ”

Just an attempt to write stories hope you like it

Cheers to life



Be a rebel…..

Its fifteen past two…. most of the people are sleeping nicely in their comfy bed waking up to the same old things they do and yet they are ok with it.

I always wondered how do people suck up to things they do not even like to do, society calls its being strong, but honestly i think its called just adjusting and lowering standards. How can anyone live life just by keeping something in their heart and in action its entirely different.

How can u sleep at night when you really wanna do is just go out on a ride or go out for a walk.

How can people work like ass under someone when they actually wanna do is start something of their own. Huh is it not cynical when society is just made of people like us and yet everyone is scared to express what they wanna do or tell. just cause rest of the crowd doesn’t agree.  The human mind is supposed to open to dreams, imagination etc. But its curtailed by culture religion formality and stuff.

Yet most of them are content with what ever they do even if it is giving them that true happiness.

People are not living they are just surviving burying the dreams the emotions the the goals. And worst part when one person feels like ok i need to get out of this whole jail of bondage the society calls him crazy.

Life is to be enjoyed and celebrated not adjusted and crushed just for sake of few oldies who feel like life is supposed to be like this. Life is not about keepimg your mouth shut just cause few people do not like to hear the truth. Life is to be explored no matter who tries to stop you.

Life is not a some colouring book where the outline of the sketch is provided and we colour as society demands. It is a beautiful empty canvas which is ti be painted how you want it to be paint whatever your heart and mind feels like Paint the world filled with imagination and some with guidelines which the masses follows If Pablo, copernicus, einstein etc had gone along with the masses we would have got this far, being different doesn’t mean that you have to go against the masses it just means think open the mind and think logically if it is valid do it if not find out why

Be a rebel of the new world find out for there is lot to know about everything. Nothing is more stupidier than following something just cause everyone does. Question things and find answers if you do not get do research thats living thats life…Thats what society needs now thinking people not followers.


Waiting for the impossible…..

What if, i wish , if it was, these are the few ifs of every individual in his life time. Everyone will have some or the other unfulfilled dreams in mind n heart. Some are possibly achievable while others are impossible. Well lets catch hold of the impossible ones…
Let no human be sick or poor or die.. Well thats definitely impossible wish cause it will automatically create imbalance in natural order right.. Huh well lets keep the side effects at bay and think more on the wish well its truly a wish with good faith. I can pray life long yet not achieve it huh so what , what next ain’t it frustrating to jus have this wish inside you fir which you pray day n nite yet your prayers ain’t heard well thats ok cause u at least tried which most people don do… Yes try try who knows one fine day the impossible mite turn into reality…
There is no harm in tryin people may mock or laugh at u but don give up jus cause people don believe in u n your idea. Remember people mocked n killed Galileo when he propagated that the earth is round. Jus cause few dimwitted fools don believe in u doesn’t mean it is not possible for the impossible to happen
Have faith in yourself have faith in what ever i believe in believe in your intuition believe in your dream …. Cause dreams are the blue print for reality provided you stick wit it……
Well it may be painful or shameful but if you find it to be worth it then bear it all cause not all are born to stand outside the crowd. Wait for the impossible if you can and watch the magic unfold …
And remember anything is possible
Cheers to life